Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Gambatte everyone. 5 more days and here come the assessment day.
I still have lots of assignments to complete. Time to work throughout the whole night.

I have therefore concluded that kit-kat is my best food source of keeping me awake and alive.


Hope that I will pass this assessment successfully. And before, pray that I can complete everything on time.



GAMBATTE!

Friday, November 06, 2009

10 days to DOOMSDAY

Friday, October 30, 2009

Less than 2 weeks before doomsday come. I think I'm dead. There's so much things to do.

Freaking 2D is hyper time-killer. (But I still love 2D.)
Freaking 3D is hyper brain cells killer. (But I still have to love 3D)
And drawing is slacking one corner because too much time is spent on 2D and 3D.

When assessment week is hyper around the corner, I think drawing is going to be another hand, mind and soul killer.


OH MY GOD. I wish 16th Nov will be here soon so the stress can be over soon, yet I don't want it to come so fast because I will be totally dead!
OH WTF.


I should start concentrating instead of losing my focus to somewhere or someone else.
頑張って！


I ♥ chouchou~　可愛い! ♥♥

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

Maybe I should control my emotions.
Maybe I should stop letting my imagination run wild.
Maybe I should be ignorant.
Maybe I should come back to reality.
Maybe I should just lock it forever.
Maybe this shouldn't have happen in the first place.

For goodness sake, stop all this before I get too deep.


I only love myself.

And ガゼット　（れいた　♥）

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

I'm tired. Not physically, but mentally.

I know you care and concern for me. I know you are worried for my health especially with such a health condition. I know I should rest enough. But, seriously, I'm really trying. Sometimes, it is just not within my control and that I really have to complete my work on time.

To be honest, I'm very tired. For everyday, you always talk about me sleeping late bad for my health. Always telling me that you wonder that I should actually study this. Always telling me that, after 4 years, my health will deteriorate.

Before I make decision of whether to go LASALLE or Australia. You say that, if I go Australia, I wouldn't know how to take care of my own health and my health will deteriorate etc. You prefer me to remain in Singapore to study.

Now, I decide to make my choice to LASALLE and study something I like. Yet, now, you are telling me this all over again.

I'm thinking, if that's the case, what you want me to do?

I keep rushing (and stressing) myself to complete my work. I keep looking at the clock ticking away when it is already mid-night. But how? If I don't complete my work on time, everything is going to pile up, and it's gonna be worst.

I really don't know how. I try to explain to you last time, but, it doesn't seems to make a difference.


Tired. Tired.

Every time this happens, I blame myself for being born with this problem. If I don't have, I don't have to worry so much. And you don't have to worry and feel so helpless.

I am supposed to enjoy myself since this is what I will love to do. But am I getting all kinds of pressure.


Why?

Monday, September 28, 2009

Time to switch our mode to 'BUSY', people. Time for assignments to start pouring in. Time for late late nights.


But,
where's the time for relaxation?


GOSH.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Great. 1 week of my so-called break, is going to end soon, without much shopping and photo-taking done.


Everyday is about going to school, completing work.


And the best is, I still can't complete my work.



DIE